Reasons to live and B-live!

 Everyone has got a moment in life that radically change their viewpoint to view the world around them. Start believing into the hidden depths of personal values and sort. in short start over thinking about every damn thing. Few adhere them in early stages while some pass by them un-noticed…I guess I got mine then…you better decide on that…

Dated- 21^st June 2004 onwards…

Seventh grade started along with the monsoons that year, playing with my  friends on the  blocked water-inlet terrace. I got water-born’ed!! Typhoid and its brother jaundice all together (lately known). Initially it all went with the local docs trying to prove their doctorate degree right upon me. That didn’t work! That rather spoilt it further! Eventually dad took me to our family doc (knows me since by first vaccine) and now, this is where the real story begins……

After she suggested the usual tests and diagnosed typhoid, she prescribed me the medicines! Me and my dad made my way back to home on our bike ( We later bhangaar’ed it). And then this happens…my doc went to have a short nap in her clinic and what?? She saw me waving at her telling her “good bye”!! Yes!! What?? That alarmed her (reason unknown) and she called up on the landline immediately (Mobiles didn’t catch network on the route). After we reach home, there it was a swearing order by our doc to take me then and there to a child specialist she had known….my usually lazy dad ( My dad) couldn’t turn down the swears and took me again through that bumping bike (Stomach pained HELL) and then…this man examined me and tells me I’d be dead in hours if not treated well . Rush to Mumbai!!! His call. And then quite dramatically I got into a ambulance…

The child specialist suspected a disease which wasn’t dealt with at private hospitals! This very page of its mention in his file made it very difficult to chose upon the hospitals! Walking along the government hospitals and watching all weirdo cases of poison suicide and burnt bodies around made the whole situation more panicky. The whole family travelled and had much of a Mumbai  darshan..and now here is another amaze of my life. My taiji thought of tearing off the problematic prescribed disease and consult a relative doctor who brought sweets at festivals! What could anyone expect at this moment?? Yes, the lady who rather couldn’t even recite her mobile number without fumbling  then, had this doctors number clicked in without errors ( Now, she doesn’t remember it, no matter what! ). Called him up and I was taken to his personal clinic. He counted my heartbeats through his stethoscope and termed me “Dooming”.

His contacts then, made it easier for me to get into Hinduja hospital which usually awaits its patients in their ambulance at gates! They got me into the stretcher. Very weak by now…and I remembered of the fancy stretcher matches hosted in WWE. “Dad, don’t I look like big show??’’ which was followed by a facepalm! :P

Things went as normal as they are expected to be..had been into ICU for 13 days! Been on artificial respiration  and realistic hopes! Many doctors visited and found me lucky enough to have not lost an organ in such bad state! Boy who came in with 25% working kidney and a swollen lung pair came out of the hospital all good after a month! Big deal? YES! My family got a second birthday of mine! :D

And I don't care?

I don't build friends

I never seed foes

Only try building  some trust

Being genuine from head to toes

Lost an old friend

Also shall lose some new

All for one reason

Coz, i care for a few

They said I am serious, I am furious.

They missed me being curious

What happened, What happened?

Oh! My friend what made this so heinous

We shared the pin & the hole

Oh! My frnd u changed a whole

No talks remains now, for us to roll.

No laughs, no chimes

No longing, no rhymes.!!

I sat alone waiting for U

Look @ me, out of your own U

But, you found a new bench to adjust

And I sat, thinking the farthest.

Oh! My friend you seeped friendship better than mine

Happy I am, you  got a new YOU

Live a new hope with a different pope

Sorry, but thy need to cut, the connection the ropes.

No thoughts remain anymore

No actions to bridge the lost

I know, I aren’t guilty

I know, you aren’t filthy

Now the tables need to turn

Now, I need to move

For the journey in the locals, we shared

My train has changed with a company new.

Now, your life hardly bothers me

Now, your success is all yours

I am happy to inform you this my friend

I take no share of your weeps and tears…

I Would Wait..!!

Running behind the bus when I

Left all WORLD to catch the eye

From the second i got to my nerves

i kept runnning for the heavenly verves

Running ahead i saw the stalls

ready to serve their food-THE BEST

pittying the hunger of the poor that laid

it was waste to linger..but time to raid

but when was i ready to wait...

Running when i saw lakes of blue

Showing me again the vast sky hue

cursing the warmth all around..

I kept running for the cold ahead

but when was i ready to wait....

Running Running and still runnning

When the bus halted at parish

i was left lonely old..with all of self-perish

Sitting in the bus then I..felt at the top of rest

but it drove me back again..making thy unrest

driving the lanes that knew me then..

turned now a mystery

new runners..new busses..

there was i then....

calculating my losses in history

bcoz the poor then had turned fancy..

now the food had turned stale

now the vapours all turned to hail

opportunites were they...I left behind

Sky wasnt just blue..but to show a LIMIT ahead

now am i...

a clown to laugh..

a clown of my very own circus..

wish i had a stop to the life i hate...

just because the bus never had a wait..

but when was i ready to wait....??

Get out of a SITE...to view some SIGHTS..!!

Just as i opened my browser and then the homepage..www.facebook.com…and having got just a cool mind to think about it…what the hell man.? Why did this crap site replace my encyclopaedic-Google as the homepage..?? Have i too become the ones who stay their lives on the http domain, more than the house domain.? Have i been addicted to the blue of that site that i have lost all by blues.? HELL YEAH..!! anyone who knows me…or rather i should say is a friend of mine on Facebook knows my daily hours of being online..((is it just quite less than 24hr..?)) Well yea…i am online for that much time. But hell Facebook is not the only tab my browser can open..Life is much more than that for sure…!!!

Just had been to a near-by mall yesterday and there was it, a group of teens, quite younger than me ((around Std 10th))…yelling at each other..” achha pic nikaal..Fb pe DP rakhna hai..””….and i thought c'mon’ guys enjoy the time being all together and not just pose for your damn profile picture…i still wonder what that group came there for..?? Was that for the enormous branded goodies the shops sell or the exactly lighted environment that guaranteed perfect pictures of theirs..yell…sadness all over…but as usual i came to thoughts to “ Was i, the same as in their age.?” well fortunately i had a different answer…thanks, for i lacked much exposure to internet before completing my 10th Std.. But it wasn't also that i din have something to ponder upon.Surely not to miss many classic cartoons and the Chinese ones also..Hail  Pokémon, digimon, Beyblade…learning their names was a practise in itself, Not to miss the WWE craze of mine..each morning 6.30 a.m. ((Stone Cold ROCKS..!!))…ooh..dose days…miss them..?? sorry, i cherish them just because i don’t find kids enjoying like it enemore…sadness..!!! even the cartoons they watch now-a-days..Schinchan ( i hope i have spelled it right) , Ninja Hatodi..etc. etc.,..wish Popeye hit a hatodi on these morons…who don’t even have a perfect FACE..!!

Okay yaa coming back to Facebook…getting tagged for non-sense photos..and getting bugged of it by frequent notifications.(( Top Follower and stuffs)) Is that only notifications that remains to drive us to do something..?? when was the last time that any such notification from my mom ,as i had been before the Fib site was attended with the same enthuse..?? NO sorry..!! even i seem to have lost a part of what they call a LIFE..!

It’s not that Facebook didn’t offer me anything…few of friends who could have never been connected are at least known now..!! yay…not to mention..you can even visit the profile of your crush and gaze at the pictures..:P :P..jokes apart. I have found many nice friends on Facebook and thanks to the frequent establishments made by them. I can interact with them even better…((however FB chat SUCKS BIG TIME..!! ))

Frnds..lets try not make such sites become our weakness..rather how about making one of its kind..named..LONGBOOK..!! making something useful to read & tag for sure..!! :D

saying this i just completed my 8th online hour..:P..:P hell crazy man..!!

Days at FE...

POP-UP….hey abhishek will u plz help me to fill the CAPR form…? Yeah sure…don’t worry u would get admission….did i say him to not worry..??? Well actually he was calling a trouble for himself by getting into engg.…was he really….well the Mumbai University (MU as we call) have been thought of having lost its glory…and that the engg’s produced here rendered useless after BE and the courses futile.. But it hardly makes any difference when you know your purpose of getting into a professional course and that the tactic of how u resist from turning yourself useless is the key for an MU engineer….

So there was i... into a MU college…”first year is very tough…u need to work really hard...”...yea yea….fuck you...3 kt the tujhe…but then i used to say…yaa re would try my best…:P:P…eneways starting with this.. This isn’t how i got into engineering nor is it how to study for FE.((not the correct person to ask about..))…this is only for how to enjoy SEM1-2….

 DMCE…first day…J

Starting from my first day…lucky boy me..second-last aieee quota student to enter into Datta Meghe CE for electronics….but those were just CAP-rounds.. Real rounds were yet to begin…started with it…first day. The building (old) seemed to me as a castle with none of the classrooms indentified…thanks to seniors for helping me..Yes they help a lot. And don’t RAG..!! Got into F2…roll no 35...saw a man entering into the classroom…yippee it was dhruva..My yukti mate. How din i know of him being into the same coll..?? Leave it…asked the branch…and then came to me the best word of my life...”ELECTRONICS”…i was out of this world then….rest of the day. I was like who cares…bring it ON.. ….Then entered into the workshop of DM…man it was like a furnace, good luck Mechanical kids…!!…it was then..Deshmukh sir with his FULL ON pakau speech on what is engg. ((lol..Sir hope the teachers know that..)).??.What is real wealth..((it’s not money but knowledge  ...philosophical things go good for making impression  ...i did..))…. and then gave me the most non-sense idea of FE..” Draw the diagrams as shown in the chart above” crap has he gone mad..Give me the tools to break his head..Not to draw them…how the hell is it gonna help me?…but like everyone. I kept quiet.(( wish we were united on that day as we were l8r for the whole sem))…..first day was of mixed emotions…i was happy that i was into engg..((Immature evaluation))…but then the reserved category guys..((Useless stuffs in every college. With minimal intellect)) disturbed me…i even dared to ask a few about their branch..and each time they answered anything except etrx..i was the happiest creature on planet…and would go out of the world…then re-entered after seeing another Chaplin stuff….whatever..DM had quite a few NSD’s.((don ask what it means unless u r a guy))…engg coll's don have many..no-one in  my division though;…:(…:(

NOW SEM1…

.1: Applied Mechanics- Done for JEE.

2: BEE- Done for  JEE and Jr. college electronics.

3: Computer Programming- new to it and was sure to have fooled myself ,if i was to do it all by myself…((LELE sir ROCKS,!!))

4: applied subjects: frankly useless subjects for an engg student….

so as u see…i was left with few things to ponder upon..so it was FUN..!!

i saw the textbooks. .weird ones…the teachers were more…!!! my Appchem. teacher..( late..:()  was interesting with her English and don’t know how. she had  me as the Class Representative.. wish it gave me the power of removing a person from the division…((the lizard.:P:P:P..just a wish)).…..then came the time for attending the practical’s. I wonder how many resistors i broke.((laukik..give the ammeter back to coll yaar..))..CP pracs toh ultimate…copy-paste the progs from others folder..was the trick..((got it..!!!!)) just as i explored this.. something came to the notice board…what is it..?? MID-TERMS ..what’s this now…? “”arre faaltu stuffs..”oki then..no prob..let it be..he he””…really who studies in engg  before PL(( seniors guide the BEST))..and how was i indifferent ??….got to see the toppers of the division…sanket khambete 24/25 in CP….that was it,,,my CP guru for the rest of the sem.((scored 1 less than him in the sem..so he is still guru))…mean-while got into contact with many new friends..((mostly etrx..don’t you doubt my devotion))  but the most weird thing was. They called me DADA..thanks to yukti..:P….just as i wished that girls don’t call me by this…there was a sound back dere....”arre dada…” :P Full ON..!!!

It was all fun…till they gave this assignments,journals,(( these are meant to be written on your own after a thorough study of the topic))…for then i realised the most important invention of the century..XEROX MACHONE…..thanks a lot Mr Carlson…..writing assignments on the famous STEPS at DM would be the most rocking memory of the sem… one day as i was enjoying the bread pakoda of the canteen(( useless))….laukik ” arre dada. TT aala…” kasla..?? SEM1…fuck.((I gave bttr ones..just used some netiquettes.))..i just got in and they have the SEM’s.?…..yeah yeah..sem1 was here….saw the TT…((they had holidays as one can go to goa after every exam and watch only one point. each  day. He would at the end of the exam end viewing  it completely))….but then that was the only time engineers  studied. Thrilled PL…my life’s first of kind…””abbe choddd yaar…jo hoga  dekhenge,,,””-jitesh….yea yea…got over with the exams so long that i could have even managed to have an entire Europe tour in that duration…but yess…i was OUT of the tyranny..expecting a good KT in physics…….((yea i escaped it l8r))

Kab hai result (( why they give us that..enjoy urself))….?? almost a month spent asking this..then finally one day..(( i don remember such days)) what a rush…maardi puri kake…500+ wrestlers on a board to kno their sem1 kartoot….i then realised how height can benefit at times…606…(75.75) not that bad…;)..sem1 ended…yeah then din give me holidays in between..they had the cultural festival too..((sorry i don kno.. how it was..din interest me…alien me..…))..i end my sem1 here….because my words should end…my memos wont…

SEM2..((immune to useless things as of now))

This was the time to capitalize my friendship with A V Dhruva (( nicest paintings i have seen till now....extended to Engineering Drawing as well))…sem 2 for me was all about ED….rest all was fine…manageable. Else i should say..”could be done in PL” …i hardly had anything done on my own…Dhruva from one side and sanket (( yea he is good at drawing too)) from other…completed my sheets so efficiently that they somehow managed that i never go down from an A+ grade…yea nice stuffs really…the real time for me..was when they (( sort of teachers))  asked to make the sheets in DH4..the furnace of DM…i escaped the show so efficiently..man so proud of myself…how wouldn’t i.??…Dhruva was to make it naa…:P

then someone said me…arre CS mein kya karna hai..?? to which i was..”pehle CS hota kya hai  bata..” oki its communication skills…achha achha…then entered Aruna Henry..( Honry Horny)…coolest teacher i have ever met till now in DM…and she said..”we have organised an audio session..” this was the most striking day for me…2 hrs of ultimate sleep.."

“ sir what would u like to have,…one beer…certainly sir..”” in full ON English accent….lol…i fear the day i was made to talk like that…..

then in the air was the college festival..TECHNITUDE…man this is why. People score less in even sems…they have the real fun enclosed….then soon i realised..i was in  FE and had the least say for any of the event…:(…eneways i enjoyed the days…with a working bot of my life made in the robotics workshop.((.i was sure electronics was the right choice..!!!))…dhruva winning hand-painting and sanket getting 10,000/- for finding treasure..(( did they ask u to point the BEST-STUDENT..??? very simple isn’t it..?? mee offcource..:P:P))…assignments were ok ok..this time.somehow managed it well just before 5 mins of the submission…

This SEM was better for me than the previous one…as I had many hot-spots revealed near the college….encounter..((gaming hub)), gavdevi maidan ((football—sometimes for me…:P)).it naturally means I didn’t sit for many lectures..((kay re bala.??)) .got to know many friends personally…((Dhruva and his Indo-CHINA))..manish and his group.((magnet and iron-fillings))….but the good part is they thought of me so trustworthy of having talked about that with me…((lafde ka case hai..)).

Then what…WHAT..??? yah yah  SEM2 TT..((isn’t there any way..they notified me a week before they issue such notices. I would then go to Himalayas and become a sanyaasi))….maths first phy,chem BAND bajja..then what CP..okki..then wat CS..fine and then ED bamboo…i have mentioned it too how I ended with them ((hopefully))…finally..i am done with it,,,and now what….enduring those memo’s...((@ left..we at CS presentation..))

.Looking forward to a ROCKING SE.!!!